I can now see why everyone doesn't believe me. I keep getting haunted by the mistakes I've done in the past. Even when I apologize directly to the person it still haunts me. I feel like a monster to my friends... I think the world will be better without me honestly... My ex friends would be better without me especially. I'm taking Mechanical Fire down in a month.

To that ex friend that I treated horribly: Even if I were to talk to you, I'd get ripped off the internet, that's why I can't to you but, I hope your life turns around.

My current friend is right: the world is after me and I need to stress about it.

I think this is goodbye.