About my previous journal, I talked with some friends (both online and in person) and I even talked with my mom, and turns out she's actually a lot more middle ground than I gave credit for. For one, she doesn't worship Trump like I thought, she even admits that he is an asshole who puts his own foot in his mouth, she doesn't support JK Rowling and the whole Putin thing was a joke that I took out of context. Look I'm not going to get into anything too political or too deep into things, but lets say I feel like I have a much better understanding on things and my mom as a whole. And honestly I feel a lot happier now.

Still I would like to move out on my own pretty soon, preferably by the end of the year, but I'm not feeling as desperate as I was.