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Another Year for A Lonely Wolf
5 months ago
Yup, birthday again~ I had a really nice day today, but to be honest, this year has been a bit more of an introspective one for me. I've been dealing with a little depression, stress at work, and some mixed emotions brought on probably by unrequited love. It's quite amazing yet terrifying in a way how fast time passes...how much can really change in a year. I find myself nowadays more nostalgic, daydreaming about the past, wondering why I made decisions the way I did, and feeling like I really missed out on certain chapters of my life. I suppose it's sort of the same feeling one has when it's New Years; yet I don't feel the excitement of a fresh start...just the middle-end of something already going... It's like I almost wish I could re-live certain times in my life, as I feel like those were more meaningful than perhaps what's on the horizon (probably an immature and naive thought, I know)... or at least, be on better terms with certain people whom I've neglected or otherwise have lost touch with for one reason or another. I feel horrible about that kind of thing.
Anyway, I don't mean to be a downer, especially on my birthday. I hope everyone is doing alright out there. I now have over 1900 watchers which is nothing short of amazing, and definitely not something that could've been accomplished had it not been for all of the hard work and talent that the artists I have commissioned over the years have brought to all the pics I've posted. I am incredibly grateful for everyone who watches, comments, faves or just is a fan of this ol' wolf.
My best birthday wish for me would be for those artists to get some love; if you have a favorite pic in my gallery, please go fave/comment the original artist's post and check out the rest of their galleries - they are the truly amazing ones out there. If I can bring more attention their way, I'd be so happy... as they greatly deserve it.
Until next journal, take care everyone. Aroooooooo~
Anyway, I don't mean to be a downer, especially on my birthday. I hope everyone is doing alright out there. I now have over 1900 watchers which is nothing short of amazing, and definitely not something that could've been accomplished had it not been for all of the hard work and talent that the artists I have commissioned over the years have brought to all the pics I've posted. I am incredibly grateful for everyone who watches, comments, faves or just is a fan of this ol' wolf.
My best birthday wish for me would be for those artists to get some love; if you have a favorite pic in my gallery, please go fave/comment the original artist's post and check out the rest of their galleries - they are the truly amazing ones out there. If I can bring more attention their way, I'd be so happy... as they greatly deserve it.
Until next journal, take care everyone. Aroooooooo~
I feel we all have regrets and wishes that we handled things differently. I usually try to remember two things. 1 ) Everything in my life has led to me meeting wonderful people and friends, and any one change could have prevented that. 2 ) While yesterday was the best time to do anything, the second best time is today.
I'm glad that I've been able to meet you and draw some of your ideas.
I hope this year is a good one.
Those are good words to live by ^^
I'm thankful for that too :3 here's hopin' :D
You're an amazing guy yourself and I hope to see and hear more of ya! (I also feel that neglect stuff, it's been a struggle lately for me) But eee take care of yourself!
I hope your struggles ease as well! ;w;
1. You took the decisions that were the best based on the information you had at the moment. We can't read the future, we just do what we can in the moment.
2. Try to train reanchoring yourself to the present moment, gently. It gets easier the more you do it and it helps you to not get stucked daydreaming. Sometimes it's not about trying to be happy in the present, but rather to just notice it.
And happy belated birthday!
And thank you for the birthday wishes! ^^