Financial problem
5 months ago
for next month i was planning to draw again. But someone just told me that traditional art is much underrated and which is hurt for me. I dont have any fancy Computer nor any fancy Draw digital pad or something. But one thing i have. Sketch paper. And my phone build in art maker. Thats all i have. I drew it on sketch paper. The picture it. Then redraw the picture sketch to transfer it to my phone. Then color it as i try manual color. I try to do shiny part or sometimes combine it to my phone photo features to make it a bit more better. But still those i made is traditional art.
If someone told me that the traditional art is underrated. Then it hurt my feeling. It feels like they saying my art is not good. And i admitted im maybe not not much good at drawing but.... But i keep drawing and try to share it to others. But now.... I lost confidence to draw. As some one says that traditional art is underrated.
Then ill stop it all .. ill stop posting if someone says that as it hurt my feelings on it.
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If someone told me that the traditional art is underrated. Then it hurt my feeling. It feels like they saying my art is not good. And i admitted im maybe not not much good at drawing but.... But i keep drawing and try to share it to others. But now.... I lost confidence to draw. As some one says that traditional art is underrated.
Then ill stop it all .. ill stop posting if someone says that as it hurt my feelings on it.
https://mobile.twitter.com/Drakus7
I feel like i want To leave this world. They dont understand my situation and yet they dont understand my problems. For more than whole of my life. Its nothing more than a misery's and misfortune. Even the Gcash app Auto deduct my Money without my notice. Just because i still have loan. But that doesn't mean i wont pay it. Cause i try to find a better job. And yet they steals my money. That money suppose to use on commute to my next job offer. And yet they are heartless and wont being my money back.
Now ill miss the job opportunity. I dont know what to do. I feel like i want just to jump on the building. And end this misery. No one can resolve my financial problem. Nor i dont want to really on my aunts and uncles. Im just a nobody to the family. And im just a nobody. Im just a accidentally come to this world. Not having a real enjoyment or not having any kinds of Trill to live. I want to end this problem of mine. But...... I dont know........... I dont know anymore......
Now ill miss the job opportunity. I dont know what to do. I feel like i want just to jump on the building. And end this misery. No one can resolve my financial problem. Nor i dont want to really on my aunts and uncles. Im just a nobody to the family. And im just a nobody. Im just a accidentally come to this world. Not having a real enjoyment or not having any kinds of Trill to live. I want to end this problem of mine. But...... I dont know........... I dont know anymore......

Phenex
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Please don't. Times may be rough now, but there will be better ones for sure!