welp after some time alone and vile fights with randos and a family member im getting off my arse and making a name for myself and saving money. im leaving the city i live in behind. committing to who i am now. just a mercollie, one with no past. good friends. a better future....building my name up in streaming and social media....as much as i hate to bring myself to say plz follow....trying to turn it all into a side gig without trying to lose my soul or selling out to corpos. any and all money im saving to get the heck out of this town and away from the family member who causes me so much pain....welcome to why i refuse to drink or smoke weed anymore and why im extremely hostile to any of it in my home or living space. i came up with a plan, get a new car....since i got into a wreck by an idiot racing out of nowhere and t-boning me as i was pulling out (4th brush with death) i was lucky to be still alive with how hard i hit my head and the impact... got a new gig cleaning air bnb's but that can only do so much. i turn 29 in a few days....so thats something. any money i get is going to me getting out of town...where will i go is anyones guess. all i know is im on a path in life i need to see through by any means necessary i will be using my journal to promote my twitch and ugh....tiktok...(feels like i lost a bit of my soul there) and anything else related to my hustle in streaming and fursona wish me luck