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Life Update: mental update, dunno what to title this tbh
5 months ago
Well, FurAffinity is still down, so I have been posting stuff to my Bluesky ( for those who are interested, https://bsky.app/profile/fir3dragon.....13.bsky.social ), including un-uploaded art to there that have not been able to be posted here.
On another note, I'm gonna be looking into getting a different therapist, as I don't feel a connection with my current one again. I have been really down recently, along with being constantly tired from disassociation, as I am running from something that is still unknown to me. I also realized that I really don't remember anything much from last year, the only things I really remember in depth and can really recall is my camping trip back in May 2024 and my first visit to Maine back in October. Other than that, it's just a haze... A very thick one at that. I kinda feel lost and aimless still.
I also realized that I have been using drawing as a coping mechanism to distract myself unknowingly as well, and it's really burnt me out alongside the constant tiredness and fog over my brain.
I'm hoping to find a new therapist soon, as I just hate feeling this way, I hate that I don't remember much that happened last year with all the near-constant disassociation that I didn't realize was happening. Jeez I need help lol.
-Ren
(Guh I didn't mean to disable comments, I am dead ass so tired and must have tapped it mistakenly)
On another note, I'm gonna be looking into getting a different therapist, as I don't feel a connection with my current one again. I have been really down recently, along with being constantly tired from disassociation, as I am running from something that is still unknown to me. I also realized that I really don't remember anything much from last year, the only things I really remember in depth and can really recall is my camping trip back in May 2024 and my first visit to Maine back in October. Other than that, it's just a haze... A very thick one at that. I kinda feel lost and aimless still.
I also realized that I have been using drawing as a coping mechanism to distract myself unknowingly as well, and it's really burnt me out alongside the constant tiredness and fog over my brain.
I'm hoping to find a new therapist soon, as I just hate feeling this way, I hate that I don't remember much that happened last year with all the near-constant disassociation that I didn't realize was happening. Jeez I need help lol.
-Ren
(Guh I didn't mean to disable comments, I am dead ass so tired and must have tapped it mistakenly)
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