I've been in a deep conversation with some freinds of mine. and Im going to do my best to change my thoughts to what I want them to be. and thats being a good person who can change. Looking back on the past, I've done and said some terrible things. to people I met and in journals and i've been a bigot for most of my life.

and moving foward to those I've wronged, or those I've upset. Im not the person you used to know. and I aplogise to those people, but im not asking for forgiveness.
im not phobic and im not a racist, but in the past I was. and Im changing for the better.

and if somehow those people I've wronged come across this? Im sorry I caused you any pain and I hope we can make a new start.