⭐️ Fixing things ⭐️
4 months ago
Hey all,
I wanted to express & accept all consequences of my actions in the past six months (plus)
My art & reply’s have been slow or non existent.
And i have been inactive everywhere online.
I Completely understanding this is unprofessional of me and it will tar me with a bad brush but this will not stop me from completing my agreed work and doing my best art for all of you who are still waiting.
I know apologies are just words but to me I wouldn’t say them if I didn’t mean them. And I’m truly so thankful for your understanding. I will fix things!
All art commissions are at different levels of progress, sketches, lines and some are even coloured & shaded waiting for finishing touches.
I have been awful with keeping you all updated and I again I’m so sorry for this but have felt overwhelmed with messaging you all. Battling with guilt and my health issues.
You might not understand this issues yourselves unless you’ve been through it but truly it can be such a panic attack & overwhelming experience for such a simple task to do. It makes you feel so stupid & useless.
I’m sorry you’ve all been left in the dark by me.
This was not my intention and not normal for healthy me.
But rest assured I am trying all I can to fix this!
For anyone who has helped me over the past 6 Months (or more) thank you from the bottom of my Heart. It’s been extremely tough both with health, mental health and life / work in general. But you’ve all been absolutely amazing.
Things are getting better! And I’m doing my best to keep positive. Medication is helping, work is stable. I’m still sleeping an awful amount and having days of pure exhaustion.
But I’m focusing on Figuring out a balance with my energy levels and Keeping positive for better times ⭐️
Once I have finnished all commissions for you all, I will only be doing personal art or freebies for expressing my gratitude to those who have been understanding & supportive 💜 in my own time.
Again I’m sorry to everyone!
I hope your all well ❤️🩹
Life is too short to waste it on the negative things .
Keep the good & remove the bad!
Look after yourself & love yourself
Much love
Metal x
I wanted to express & accept all consequences of my actions in the past six months (plus)
My art & reply’s have been slow or non existent.
And i have been inactive everywhere online.
I Completely understanding this is unprofessional of me and it will tar me with a bad brush but this will not stop me from completing my agreed work and doing my best art for all of you who are still waiting.
I know apologies are just words but to me I wouldn’t say them if I didn’t mean them. And I’m truly so thankful for your understanding. I will fix things!
All art commissions are at different levels of progress, sketches, lines and some are even coloured & shaded waiting for finishing touches.
I have been awful with keeping you all updated and I again I’m so sorry for this but have felt overwhelmed with messaging you all. Battling with guilt and my health issues.
You might not understand this issues yourselves unless you’ve been through it but truly it can be such a panic attack & overwhelming experience for such a simple task to do. It makes you feel so stupid & useless.
I’m sorry you’ve all been left in the dark by me.
This was not my intention and not normal for healthy me.
But rest assured I am trying all I can to fix this!
For anyone who has helped me over the past 6 Months (or more) thank you from the bottom of my Heart. It’s been extremely tough both with health, mental health and life / work in general. But you’ve all been absolutely amazing.
Things are getting better! And I’m doing my best to keep positive. Medication is helping, work is stable. I’m still sleeping an awful amount and having days of pure exhaustion.
But I’m focusing on Figuring out a balance with my energy levels and Keeping positive for better times ⭐️
Once I have finnished all commissions for you all, I will only be doing personal art or freebies for expressing my gratitude to those who have been understanding & supportive 💜 in my own time.
Again I’m sorry to everyone!
I hope your all well ❤️🩹
Life is too short to waste it on the negative things .
Keep the good & remove the bad!
Look after yourself & love yourself
Much love
Metal x
Come back strong and lovely.
Thank you so much ⭐️ you know I appreciate you!
Definitely missed you on here. The update is appreciated and I totally understand and I’m not even a customer/commissioner. Your health both physical and mental is always top priority. I’m glad things are getting better for you. I know how hard it is to focus on the good things and I certainly try my best to focus on the good as much as I can.
Just do your best and we’re all here ready to welcome you back with the biggest, warmest and most gentle hugs.
When this sort of thing happens you don't want to talk to anyone, don't want to be near people, and things get on top so easily. It does for me at least.
Massive respect for you having integrity and getting through the backlog.