Gotta say, I thought it was far longer since the last journal, but I guess not. Anyway, progress on the new computer has been awfully slow, speed at which I finish commissions is not enough to get to my goal.. I'm creeping closer, but I'm still about 11 hundred off, though if I want wiggle room so I don't end up broke, I'd need at the very least 15 hundred..

I wish I were making progress on commissions way quicker, but every time I slow down significantly and the time just extends.... I'm hoping these computers I've been eye-ing for a bit don't go off sale any time soon, else I'll have to extend the goal even farther..

I'm genuinely upset whenever I see friends and people post new rigs and pc parts in chats, not at them.. but at the US in general. The great majority don't ship to PR, and the places that do have prices pretty high, and then the shipping costs makes it go even higher.. either way I look at it I can't have nice things.... so much for being a US territory..

I've been attempting to get a job for years, but everywhere I apply I just don't get accepted.. I don't know what it is, but I just cannot get a job no matter how much I look or try.. and the only ones I've managed to land were temporary and didn't last very long in the first place.. I've just about given up looking for a job tbh... but we'll see when I'll be able to afford a computer, I do hope I can get it this year, I'm hoping a lot here..