Honestly, I don't know how long I can keep up the pace with getting minimal sleep during the week. Yeah it's super fun hanging out and playing games, I absolutely love that! However, it is becoming increasingly difficult to balance that, work, the gym, eating healthy, and trying to get sleep. I don't really know how or if I can do so in the long run. I have meetings with vendors at work who are counting on me to be trained in certain things. I absolutely ned to be at my best for these individuals so I can pass said training along to other employees. I feel that my gym performance is okay-ish but nowhere near where I need it to be. I just want to improve in all aspects of my life while keeping a balance where I can continue to game and have fun. I dunno, it really does not seem possible with the way things are going and I am becoming increasingly more and more tired. I don't want to be dependent on things like energy drinks as I know they will wreak havoc on my kidneys, liver, and body in general. I love my friends, they're all awesome and mean the world to me. However, constantly straining myself over and over and over is not the way to be good to them and to be good to myself. I wake up quite often feeling very fatigued and my eyes feeling tired. I want to improve my health and improve my physical and mental well being. It really sucks not having proper time for things, but that's just how it is sometimes I guess. Gotta figure things out!