Suggestions for improvement
4 months ago
I think I need to "up my game" so I'm looking for suggestions peeps think I need more practice on with my artwork. Anything at all! Except for hands (my arche nemesis so I don't need reminders on how much trouble I still have with them), and humanoid faces - future attempts are fine for horror images and I'm leaving it at that. We do not need more horror in non-horror pics.
Have you ever looked at my recent works and think "Hey, I love Antar's images but what's with this expression? Why does all his poses look all the same? Why don't Antar do more of X than Y? Antar's streams are boring, I want him to talk or are at weird times. WTF is IBSFA?" Etc, etc, etc.
I know one thing peeps want to see - why haven't I opened up for commissions? Well, I'm going to have to admit to this because I'm getting nowhere: I ghosted my last commissioner. I started on the image and then I got stuck (art block), I tried to relax and then get back to working on it but then my anxiety and depression kicked in, days turned into weeks and then into months. It's years now. I couldn't bring myself to contact the commissioner* as I can't admit to that shame in person and my anxiety goes nuts everytime I think about it, even now I'm super nervous. If your that commissioner, I'm really, really sorry.
Anyways, yes, please state what areas I need to work on - both in my skills and my conduct/interaction with people. I am now going to stress eat something sweet and unhealthy.
*No money has been exchanged, I tend to wait till the commission is near completion due to my inability to keep to deadlines and ETAs.
Have you ever looked at my recent works and think "Hey, I love Antar's images but what's with this expression? Why does all his poses look all the same? Why don't Antar do more of X than Y? Antar's streams are boring, I want him to talk or are at weird times. WTF is IBSFA?" Etc, etc, etc.
I know one thing peeps want to see - why haven't I opened up for commissions? Well, I'm going to have to admit to this because I'm getting nowhere: I ghosted my last commissioner. I started on the image and then I got stuck (art block), I tried to relax and then get back to working on it but then my anxiety and depression kicked in, days turned into weeks and then into months. It's years now. I couldn't bring myself to contact the commissioner* as I can't admit to that shame in person and my anxiety goes nuts everytime I think about it, even now I'm super nervous. If your that commissioner, I'm really, really sorry.
Anyways, yes, please state what areas I need to work on - both in my skills and my conduct/interaction with people. I am now going to stress eat something sweet and unhealthy.
*No money has been exchanged, I tend to wait till the commission is near completion due to my inability to keep to deadlines and ETAs.
As for the comm stuff... while it would be nice to have the ability to get something from you I do understand where your coming from. I opened (writing) comms for like a month and felt it was way more stressful than any request ever was and it just soured the experience for me. I feel that if your similar in that regard and this IS a hobby that makes you happy and your enjoying it as is... i feel there honestly isn't any harm in continuing to do things the way you are (that is until someone drops a ungodly amount on you and you question these beliefs xD )
So yea, just do what makes you happy dude
Although I am reminded that with my recent Alluring Nymph image I wasn't going to give it a proper background initially and if I hadn't it would certainly look not as good as it is now (I also did a bit more work on the monster's texturing and lighting as a result of the background). Maybe next time I do a character lacking lustre I'll add in some vibrant colours into the background.
Now the thing about this hobby is that commissions are the only source of work I have. I am in a very fortunate situation with having a supportive family and live in a country with a social benefit system that mostly works most of the time. I've never had a job. I spent so many years in the unemployment system I had a mental breakdown and been on social benefits ever since.
I do hope to one day to be in a better spot career wise but for now I get by OK with doing requests and personal images. It feels really good to get paid though. The feeling of accomplishment and independance is fantastic for someone who is all too familar with the self loathing of being on benefits long term.
I also hope for the day a kindly stranger surprises me with a huge amount of monies that I could comfortably sign off benefits for the rest of my life. ¬¬
Do you hang out with other artists and share ideas? I know when I was doing things in college I loved hanging out in my art groups. More things tended to get done that way.
In any case, I hope you return to your best self. Always eager to see your work
Many years ago I was offered a place on a course at an art uni but I couldn't afford it at the time. I never tried again so I just learned by myself.
Maybe some comics or sequences too. I like your lore things, but sometimes it's nice to have little comics that show off certain aspects of monsters and things. Comics/sequences in general are better at showing an idea than individual images are.
Maybe find the Etherington Brother's 'How to Think When you Draw" Tutorials, there are a bunch for practicing all sorts of things, including hands! They're on Twitter and also do a Kickstarter every once in a while where they print a bunch of books. If you need a link I can dig one up.
I really liked the Cryo pic, and the 'how do hands work'. I also like restricted colour sets.
Would you like a full sized JPEG/PNG copy of Old School Legging It (the Cryo pic)? I can chuck one up on Dropbox if you fancy putting it in your gallery or elsewhere.