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6 months ago
Hello again everyone!
I apologize for my absence in posting. A lot has been going on behind the scenes & while I can't get into the not super great stuff- I can at least give a small update on what's going on now!
|| Relationship / LDR Update ||
So as of 5/10/25, my girlfriend has returned home to her state (legitimately across the US). It's been rough on us both, so posting & creating art was pushed to the back burner of my mind due to my emotional status & current health situation. While I'm aware & don't need to be told that we're living in such an amazing era where technology allows us to call, hang out, game, etc- Things are still settling in with me, especially the fact I'm kind of alone again. Which honestly scares me.
|| Bodily Health Update ||
Health wise- I am not dying (thank goodness).. but I was diagnosed as a type two diabetic back in February. I've had a lot of scares with new medications, anxiety, & in general just trying to focus on reversing this as fast & as safely as possible. I was originally 400 lbs (not my proudest moment.. believe me. I don't need to be flamed for it more than I already flamed myself), I'm now at 339 lbs, I've been working out, taking the time to make sure I'm eating carefully & doing things right. However in this same motion- I've also learned a lot about what's wrong with me. I wasn't aware I had more issues outside of this that were caused by my recent ex Husband (mental traumas / disassociation / etc.) I never knew how badly it could catch up with my body- & how much of a toll it would take. However.. I am doing everything I can to get better so I can get back to posting art!
|| Heavy Topics ||
As some of my watchers know.. I filed for Divorce this year. We have split amicably, while he definitely did some shady stuff & made my life hell for awhile.... we both agreed it was time. We just want each other happy & healthy. For context.. My husband & I were in a Open Relationship which converted into a Polyamorous one, which is where my girlfriend comes in to play.. Over time things just- kept getting worse. (Between My Husband & I). My girlfriend could see I was suffering, and wasn't able to function well, so she helped us talk things through together before we finally decided to end it. After this... there was a situation where law enforcement was involved regarding something with my soon to be ex husband. It shattered all trust, all those things I thought I knew about him, everything.... So now I'm here sitting everyday questioning things. But things will get better.. I hope-
I apologize for my absence in posting. A lot has been going on behind the scenes & while I can't get into the not super great stuff- I can at least give a small update on what's going on now!
|| Relationship / LDR Update ||
So as of 5/10/25, my girlfriend has returned home to her state (legitimately across the US). It's been rough on us both, so posting & creating art was pushed to the back burner of my mind due to my emotional status & current health situation. While I'm aware & don't need to be told that we're living in such an amazing era where technology allows us to call, hang out, game, etc- Things are still settling in with me, especially the fact I'm kind of alone again. Which honestly scares me.
|| Bodily Health Update ||
Health wise- I am not dying (thank goodness).. but I was diagnosed as a type two diabetic back in February. I've had a lot of scares with new medications, anxiety, & in general just trying to focus on reversing this as fast & as safely as possible. I was originally 400 lbs (not my proudest moment.. believe me. I don't need to be flamed for it more than I already flamed myself), I'm now at 339 lbs, I've been working out, taking the time to make sure I'm eating carefully & doing things right. However in this same motion- I've also learned a lot about what's wrong with me. I wasn't aware I had more issues outside of this that were caused by my recent ex Husband (mental traumas / disassociation / etc.) I never knew how badly it could catch up with my body- & how much of a toll it would take. However.. I am doing everything I can to get better so I can get back to posting art!
|| Heavy Topics ||
As some of my watchers know.. I filed for Divorce this year. We have split amicably, while he definitely did some shady stuff & made my life hell for awhile.... we both agreed it was time. We just want each other happy & healthy. For context.. My husband & I were in a Open Relationship which converted into a Polyamorous one, which is where my girlfriend comes in to play.. Over time things just- kept getting worse. (Between My Husband & I). My girlfriend could see I was suffering, and wasn't able to function well, so she helped us talk things through together before we finally decided to end it. After this... there was a situation where law enforcement was involved regarding something with my soon to be ex husband. It shattered all trust, all those things I thought I knew about him, everything.... So now I'm here sitting everyday questioning things. But things will get better.. I hope-
