To my sonny boy AshTheKat, if you're seeing this on my check my notes and journal of mines that I've wrote for you, I wanted to apologize for shutting you out, and treated you like an ass I was to you, I was Jealous, Insecure, and Greedy, and I'm sorry for forcing you and making you feel uncomfortable for what I said while I was talking to Pugal that everything I said was in sarcasm, that I've never meant to force you, Please forgive me. Mommy Wildez loves you. ♥️🥺🙏😔