I've been wanting to end my life ultimately, but I keep getting some second thoughts.
That my consciences telling me that my life is not coming to the end. When death thoughts has been spiraling around me over and over and over.....For losing friends, family, hobbies, and I was never happy, sometimes I put on a fake smile on my face so that people won't think or see me feeling down lately.













So yeah, I'm fine......I'm not going away....And sorry for scaring you guys for what you saw on my journal from yesterday...
I've been dealing with short-term depression for the passed months, and being isolated in my room while being in the house all day with no special events or hangouts and nothing but staying in this house all day like I am living in a prison house.....I wasn't been feeling right at all....When I was in a bad area..
So yeah, I hope y'all understand, where I'm coming from.