yeah so you're just gonna have to figure out what i actually feel about whatever on your own. and you're also going to have to go through what i've been going through if you wanna stay around here. maybe not today maybe not tomorrow but someday soon before everything you care about is reduced to a small picture on the bleak labor desk of the rest of your human life. otherwise, everybody who doesn't drifts away till they're called back. just because social media is here now doesn't change that, it just happens faster and the hobbyists won't shut up and let the lifestylers talk. its our community, after all. we were here and we'll still be here when you've all given up your hobby and had a baby or whatever it is humans do. land back would be nice. some respect for those who have seen the whole thing, too. also don't worry, all that spooky stuff is fake, probably. its best for you to figure it out on your own.

And you'd best not make any assumptions about me seeing what i get up to online, where its supposed to be semi-anonymous to get the vibes in order before revealing the reality. because if you go crying wolf, it'll be very embarrassing when the wolf in question is the sweetest and most chill pup you've ever met and kind to boot. Doesn't anybody else remember "i'm not like that in real life"? its still true. i'll have my eye out for who stuck by and who flaked. i have this whole time. and i've got a polaroid memory- spectra.

know what? i feel like posting some stuff. peace.