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Work and life update and a bit of sadies
5 months ago
Some of you might not know, but those of you who are on patreon already know of this and don't have to read it again,
but for you my watchers I wanted to apologies for the ghosting and the lack of art across all my platforms.
I usually don't get real on here and keep my ranting and sadies to myself and sometimes my patrons, but I love this page and it's also my babe if not more than my other socials, and it made me sad that I pulled the breaks on it so suddenly, so let me talk for a minute and use this journal like one. You don't have to stick around and I might delete this at some point when I feel like it served its purpose so don't feel bad for not reading, truth to be told, this is much more for me than it is for you.
If you're someone suffering from depression and ADHD you know how easy it is to fall from functioning to spacing out at random moments and not being able to snap out of it, and in my case it's particularly difficult to get out of.
Between extreme family problems, work and the world in general, I felt like I was drowning and could barely function and keep myself alive, but every time I have a crisis I learn something new and try to work on bettering myself, so this time, I felt it coming, and what I should have done is give you all a heads up. Taking space is nothing new to me and ghosting people when going through a mental breakdown is my usual norm, although I always keep professionalism and keep my clients update, never in my life have a ghosted a client and you can be certain that I never will, my work means the world to me and sometimes when I'm in too deep it's the only thing keeping me afloat and tethered to real life, I'm only saying this because my featured journal was an abandoned queue that was simply not updated and I did not want anyone to get any wrong idea.
The ugly this about crippling depression is that it always comes back but the good thing about it s my episodes always find a way to end, and what I'd like to be able to do in future is get over the fear of contact and tell you all that I might be gone for a bit, and I do hope to see you when I come back.
During these episode, opening my social pages is an impossible task to do, seeing notifications, posting and expecting interactions freak me to death and sometimes it does feel like death, so believe me when I say I almost cried yesterday when I logged in my FA account and saw all your support, favorites, watches, shouts, all of you showing love to my page when I'm away brought tears to my eyes.
So I want to thank you for taking care of my page when I couldn't and for your support when I had nothing to show, Filling this page with art has been a difficult and long process and sometimes I feel like I'm not putting out enough art to be recognized, but seeing you all love my work in my absence erased that completely.
So thank you, for the attention and sorry I've been away for so long, next time, I'll give you a heads up!
<3
but for you my watchers I wanted to apologies for the ghosting and the lack of art across all my platforms.
I usually don't get real on here and keep my ranting and sadies to myself and sometimes my patrons, but I love this page and it's also my babe if not more than my other socials, and it made me sad that I pulled the breaks on it so suddenly, so let me talk for a minute and use this journal like one. You don't have to stick around and I might delete this at some point when I feel like it served its purpose so don't feel bad for not reading, truth to be told, this is much more for me than it is for you.
If you're someone suffering from depression and ADHD you know how easy it is to fall from functioning to spacing out at random moments and not being able to snap out of it, and in my case it's particularly difficult to get out of.
Between extreme family problems, work and the world in general, I felt like I was drowning and could barely function and keep myself alive, but every time I have a crisis I learn something new and try to work on bettering myself, so this time, I felt it coming, and what I should have done is give you all a heads up. Taking space is nothing new to me and ghosting people when going through a mental breakdown is my usual norm, although I always keep professionalism and keep my clients update, never in my life have a ghosted a client and you can be certain that I never will, my work means the world to me and sometimes when I'm in too deep it's the only thing keeping me afloat and tethered to real life, I'm only saying this because my featured journal was an abandoned queue that was simply not updated and I did not want anyone to get any wrong idea.
The ugly this about crippling depression is that it always comes back but the good thing about it s my episodes always find a way to end, and what I'd like to be able to do in future is get over the fear of contact and tell you all that I might be gone for a bit, and I do hope to see you when I come back.
During these episode, opening my social pages is an impossible task to do, seeing notifications, posting and expecting interactions freak me to death and sometimes it does feel like death, so believe me when I say I almost cried yesterday when I logged in my FA account and saw all your support, favorites, watches, shouts, all of you showing love to my page when I'm away brought tears to my eyes.
So I want to thank you for taking care of my page when I couldn't and for your support when I had nothing to show, Filling this page with art has been a difficult and long process and sometimes I feel like I'm not putting out enough art to be recognized, but seeing you all love my work in my absence erased that completely.
So thank you, for the attention and sorry I've been away for so long, next time, I'll give you a heads up!
<3
