Some ups but even more downs
4 months ago
So, managed to fix my PC, as in fact my graphics card, so managed to swap out my GPU to a new one, so that's working again, yay I guess. (Thanks everyone for the advices for such btw)
Good thing to, cause everything else sure is going to hell.
Maaaaaaay be losing my MS treatments, with all the steps needed just to get it now, I can't, no one in this state's medical system grasps (or cares) that I CAN'T WALK OR DRIVE, nor do I have anyone to drive me to these appointments yet the sentiment is basically: "Oh well, you gotta figure out something, we can't do anything."... Bitches, fuck yall.
Worse is my medicaid isn't going to cover my MS treatment unless I do these things.. Cool, thanks U.S. government, thought you were suppose to help your citizens.. OH, wait, I'm not a billionaire, I'm a normal peasant so just fuck me, right, sorry I forgot.
So yeah, I don't know what I'm going to do... Dunno how missing my treatments will effect my health, dunno what or how to fix things, just... Wanna lay in bed and do nothing, kinda getting to the point am only happy or more so not in constant worry/stress is when I'm asleep in my dreams or playing games, though those might get ruined depending how my MS goes with no treatment. *shrugs*
I just don't care anymore, I'm tired mentally and physically from all this BS.
Fuck everything.
Good thing to, cause everything else sure is going to hell.
Maaaaaaay be losing my MS treatments, with all the steps needed just to get it now, I can't, no one in this state's medical system grasps (or cares) that I CAN'T WALK OR DRIVE, nor do I have anyone to drive me to these appointments yet the sentiment is basically: "Oh well, you gotta figure out something, we can't do anything."... Bitches, fuck yall.
Worse is my medicaid isn't going to cover my MS treatment unless I do these things.. Cool, thanks U.S. government, thought you were suppose to help your citizens.. OH, wait, I'm not a billionaire, I'm a normal peasant so just fuck me, right, sorry I forgot.
So yeah, I don't know what I'm going to do... Dunno how missing my treatments will effect my health, dunno what or how to fix things, just... Wanna lay in bed and do nothing, kinda getting to the point am only happy or more so not in constant worry/stress is when I'm asleep in my dreams or playing games, though those might get ruined depending how my MS goes with no treatment. *shrugs*
I just don't care anymore, I'm tired mentally and physically from all this BS.
Fuck everything.
I feel pity for you that you can’t get to places on your own. I can walk but have terrible eye vision from a RARE non-curable eye disease (which is bs that no research has been going into). So I do agreed that medical system should be more aware and alert and offering options to disabled ppl. I do hope that you can get help with taking you to appointments (speaking of which, I hate how long they take on doing paperwork. L8ke how long does it take to get something done? It’s so stupid)
That really sucks man.
Sorry you're going through all this. Hugs and kisses. :(
I'm so sorry to hear you're dealing with all this bullshit, Kiya... I hope something happens that brings some change to the government because they should not be treating you like this... I hope things end up working out for the better.
However I think the ombudsman will be helpful in your situation. Contact the Medi-Cal Ombudsman at 1-888-452-8609
Public assistance by its very nature involves jumping through a lot of hoops. Just how it is but when you hit roadblocks the ombudsman can typically help out especially when dealing with unhelpful providers. They are basically advocates for you in dealing with the system. My mom had to use em a few times in both California and Washington state so I figure it’s a good place for you to start given you need these treatments to live and you need help.