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One year now
6 days ago
Today mark one year since my mom passed away, still weird feeling not having her around..
Feel like shit, already disliked this time of year (end of year), my 20 year long depression shows up hard around then and hate that's extended this far as I always loved Halloween but now this month has my mother's passing bound to it, so makes it less enjoyable and with my pre-existing dislike for December, likely not going to be real active.
Will still stream but not going to be real outgoing for a couple months, sorry for the negativity but just letting it be known, in case people wonder if/why I'm silent, distant, seemingly uncaring.
It's nothing y'all did, just a pre-existing thing that's gone on for decades.
Feel like shit, already disliked this time of year (end of year), my 20 year long depression shows up hard around then and hate that's extended this far as I always loved Halloween but now this month has my mother's passing bound to it, so makes it less enjoyable and with my pre-existing dislike for December, likely not going to be real active.
Will still stream but not going to be real outgoing for a couple months, sorry for the negativity but just letting it be known, in case people wonder if/why I'm silent, distant, seemingly uncaring.
It's nothing y'all did, just a pre-existing thing that's gone on for decades.
Can't tell you things are gonna be easy, but we'll manage one day at a time.
Keep yer buds close during such times chief.
Find joy where ya can! But take plenty of time to rest lad. Wishin ya the best.
My deepest condolences for your loss.
Giving you lot of smooshes