this is pretty much just a confirmation journ than anything. I will be in a hiatus from comms, bcus I'm really not feeling well. I feel an unbearable emptiness inside me. a depression wave that I can't simply forget. I want so much to do comms but I don't feel good enough to it. so many things I wanna buy, but I already spend a lot buying a new cellphone, which was really useful in the end.

I don't wanna demotivate anyone with this, specially when someone asks me if comms are open when they are closed. I just need you guys to understand that I'm feeling too stressed and beaten down, and any time soon, someone will end up telling or asking me something that will trigger an unpleasant response from me, which I'm proud of. I am very sorry.

I just WANT THIS BAD FEELING TO DO AWAY, I NEED PEACE, I NEED HAPPINESS, I NEED SO MANY THINGS NOBODY CAN PROVIDE ME