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Mania / burnout, BUT, good news too
5 months ago
Hahaha fucking hell...
Making absolutely glacial progress on my pic of Ra'ad and Valero. I open it every time I'm at my laptop but barely actually touch it. So far? I've almost got the lines for Ra'ad's face and hair done, and I probably need to redo the hair.
I'm "inspired" to do so much art and writing, but when the time comes to do it... I don't. I know exactly what I want to do and it just doesn't get done. I get anxious from not meeting my own drive, and I've been struggling for a few days mentally.
BUT:
I now have health insurance! Which means I can afford therapy! I have my first appointment Monday! I haven't seen a proper therapist in years, and I'm excited to have someone to talk to professionally.
Also on the positive side, my little sister is getting maaarried! Next weekend! I'm so happy for her 🥰
Making absolutely glacial progress on my pic of Ra'ad and Valero. I open it every time I'm at my laptop but barely actually touch it. So far? I've almost got the lines for Ra'ad's face and hair done, and I probably need to redo the hair.
I'm "inspired" to do so much art and writing, but when the time comes to do it... I don't. I know exactly what I want to do and it just doesn't get done. I get anxious from not meeting my own drive, and I've been struggling for a few days mentally.
BUT:
I now have health insurance! Which means I can afford therapy! I have my first appointment Monday! I haven't seen a proper therapist in years, and I'm excited to have someone to talk to professionally.
Also on the positive side, my little sister is getting maaarried! Next weekend! I'm so happy for her 🥰
And yes. Therapy was today and it was a good session, we basically went over the generalities instead of anything specific, like my mental health history and my current living / relationship / employment status and the basics of what I want to address once we buckle down.
And my ID is outdated so I need to get it updated or I won't be able to fly out oops lol.