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3 months ago
Hi! Sorry I've still been so silent here. I've tried to put all my focus to progress with commissions. There is still many commissioners waiting their comissions from behind the months from me, and I feel so bad about that, I keep you waiting, but I promise I don't do this purposely, this is just because what I've went through lately, and even though the worst is behind, there is now other problems that has caused by past.
I've noticed working is still very difficult because of the constant stress, anxiety and depression, that has developed more and more worse throughout the years. It has took my sleep away, I'm just tired and nervous almost everyday, this is the main reason I struggle a lot. Though I still try to find ways to get my life back to a better stage without professional help. But if I keep going to more worse from this I eventually must get help. Maybe I'm bit stubbron, but also just because I don't trust much to our professional healthcare (I've mentioned something about this earlier too). And even though I would get help it would take months or year to get that...
About the state of commissions, I'm planning to get all the sketches ready during upcoming week, and I can send wips near the next weekend, somehow making sketches is the most challenging part for me, I put more time and energy to sketch, than finishing a whole work (one negative side of my perfectionism).
I'll use whole next month, to get all commissions done. Considering my current state, it's gonna be a big challenge, but I won't stop trying to make it.
I also must do adopts between commissions, because I really must get incomes to pay bills from last month and be ready to pay next month bills too.
I've a one new Pukei Pukei base ready, and soon I have some adopts ready to it too, just wish to get with those enough to get my base store back up (once again...), just hope this time my bases have stayed in my store... At least I have list of the prices still saved, but the work putting bases back to the store is a pain. There is also some other urgent payments too I should take care possible soon, or I'm in trouble.
So yeah, just letting commissioners know, when I might put adopts up, even though I've a lot commissions to work, please don't get wrong idea. I work commissions still most of my time, and bases/adopts are the side thing, just to ease the burden of bills and other payments.
Little bit relieved my anxiety, that I could tell bit updates about myself here. Even though times are difficult, let's still keep up positive hopes. Thank you for being here for me even during these difficult times, much love everyone! 🩵
I've noticed working is still very difficult because of the constant stress, anxiety and depression, that has developed more and more worse throughout the years. It has took my sleep away, I'm just tired and nervous almost everyday, this is the main reason I struggle a lot. Though I still try to find ways to get my life back to a better stage without professional help. But if I keep going to more worse from this I eventually must get help. Maybe I'm bit stubbron, but also just because I don't trust much to our professional healthcare (I've mentioned something about this earlier too). And even though I would get help it would take months or year to get that...
About the state of commissions, I'm planning to get all the sketches ready during upcoming week, and I can send wips near the next weekend, somehow making sketches is the most challenging part for me, I put more time and energy to sketch, than finishing a whole work (one negative side of my perfectionism).
I'll use whole next month, to get all commissions done. Considering my current state, it's gonna be a big challenge, but I won't stop trying to make it.
I also must do adopts between commissions, because I really must get incomes to pay bills from last month and be ready to pay next month bills too.
I've a one new Pukei Pukei base ready, and soon I have some adopts ready to it too, just wish to get with those enough to get my base store back up (once again...), just hope this time my bases have stayed in my store... At least I have list of the prices still saved, but the work putting bases back to the store is a pain. There is also some other urgent payments too I should take care possible soon, or I'm in trouble.
So yeah, just letting commissioners know, when I might put adopts up, even though I've a lot commissions to work, please don't get wrong idea. I work commissions still most of my time, and bases/adopts are the side thing, just to ease the burden of bills and other payments.
Little bit relieved my anxiety, that I could tell bit updates about myself here. Even though times are difficult, let's still keep up positive hopes. Thank you for being here for me even during these difficult times, much love everyone! 🩵
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