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Apology to Panthera and his club members - 6-2-2025
5 months ago
Hey everyone,
This journal post is something I wanted to get this out of my chest... A year ago, I was banned from on the Discord server, Club Panthera, due to myself breaking numerous rules in the group chats (such as my out-of-touch or off-topic comments), post animal videos deemed to worrisome, political opinions that were viewed being ableistic, and overall was being overwhelming to chat and himself. Now, I am no animal abuser because I always took greater care for my fur babies (all dogs) and been more gentle with other animals and pets; secondly, I do not have any ableist thoughts or feelings since I am under the Autism spectrum being diagnosed with Persuasive Developmental Disorder and minor OCD, shown concerns whenever media demonstrates any mental conditions in a bad light, and I empathize with Pan's muscle dystrophy and his current living situation having deal with a toxic father figure. However, I do not blame Pan for banning me from his chat and server, because I was not in my right mind. I had caused many commotions of exacerbating panic attacks and over-fixing problems that showed excuses of me screaming crys for help and made most members feeling uncomfortable about my comments. Though I tried to make things up for Pan with slight playful banter (or teasing) and trying to make him understand that I do sympathize with him while giving hope for a better future and lifetime; unfortunately, it did came across as inappropriate that only gave him stress and frustration in the way I pushed on topics about his condition, his family, and the cure. Pan has always been patient with me and tried to get me to calm down, but unfortunately I ended gave him enough reasons to block me for my lack of common sense. If members of Pan's members (or Pan himself) is reading this, then guys I do not have any malice or transgressions against you, and I literally pray for the best for the graces and well-being to all you and to especially Pan. I'm sorry to all of you that I affected very badly. I am not asking for forgiveness nor second chances, but I just only wish to make things right and want support you in a way that possible. Honestly, this wasn't the first time I got banned from his channel since I was in-and-out of his server multiple times from my fears of my privacy (and personal information) being hacked and my indecisiveness in joining the club. Even though, I came to his server to view his great art (his sfw-works) while showcasing my art as well and wanted to get to level 100; however, I wanted to get know and hang out with the chat despite my feelings of not being in the right crowd. Consequently, I think it may be best that I could just walk from this unfortunate predicament behind, and I don't want to stir up any drama nor controversy between Pan (including his friends and followers) and me. Plus, if you are fan of Pan, then please show him some love and follow him on his Furaffinity account
, bsky, subscribestar and discord. Anyways, I hope could actually make things right for change and start being more conscious in treating others.
Thank you for reading and understanding,
CreeperBoy.Exe.
Pan's Furaffinity: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/sxfpantera
Pan's Subscribestar: https://subscribestar.adult/pantheradraws
Pan's Bsky: https://bsky.app/profile/pantheradraws.bsky.social
Pan's Discord: https://discord.com/invite/clubpanthera
This journal post is something I wanted to get this out of my chest... A year ago, I was banned from on the Discord server, Club Panthera, due to myself breaking numerous rules in the group chats (such as my out-of-touch or off-topic comments), post animal videos deemed to worrisome, political opinions that were viewed being ableistic, and overall was being overwhelming to chat and himself. Now, I am no animal abuser because I always took greater care for my fur babies (all dogs) and been more gentle with other animals and pets; secondly, I do not have any ableist thoughts or feelings since I am under the Autism spectrum being diagnosed with Persuasive Developmental Disorder and minor OCD, shown concerns whenever media demonstrates any mental conditions in a bad light, and I empathize with Pan's muscle dystrophy and his current living situation having deal with a toxic father figure. However, I do not blame Pan for banning me from his chat and server, because I was not in my right mind. I had caused many commotions of exacerbating panic attacks and over-fixing problems that showed excuses of me screaming crys for help and made most members feeling uncomfortable about my comments. Though I tried to make things up for Pan with slight playful banter (or teasing) and trying to make him understand that I do sympathize with him while giving hope for a better future and lifetime; unfortunately, it did came across as inappropriate that only gave him stress and frustration in the way I pushed on topics about his condition, his family, and the cure. Pan has always been patient with me and tried to get me to calm down, but unfortunately I ended gave him enough reasons to block me for my lack of common sense. If members of Pan's members (or Pan himself) is reading this, then guys I do not have any malice or transgressions against you, and I literally pray for the best for the graces and well-being to all you and to especially Pan. I'm sorry to all of you that I affected very badly. I am not asking for forgiveness nor second chances, but I just only wish to make things right and want support you in a way that possible. Honestly, this wasn't the first time I got banned from his channel since I was in-and-out of his server multiple times from my fears of my privacy (and personal information) being hacked and my indecisiveness in joining the club. Even though, I came to his server to view his great art (his sfw-works) while showcasing my art as well and wanted to get to level 100; however, I wanted to get know and hang out with the chat despite my feelings of not being in the right crowd. Consequently, I think it may be best that I could just walk from this unfortunate predicament behind, and I don't want to stir up any drama nor controversy between Pan (including his friends and followers) and me. Plus, if you are fan of Pan, then please show him some love and follow him on his Furaffinity account
, bsky, subscribestar and discord. Anyways, I hope could actually make things right for change and start being more conscious in treating others.Thank you for reading and understanding,
CreeperBoy.Exe.
Pan's Furaffinity: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/sxfpantera
Pan's Subscribestar: https://subscribestar.adult/pantheradraws
Pan's Bsky: https://bsky.app/profile/pantheradraws.bsky.social
Pan's Discord: https://discord.com/invite/clubpanthera
