The title pretty much says it all;

Bad things happened and I’m not gonna say what because it’s private but it’s bad enough that it fucked me mentally.

My posts have been less and less because of it and while I’m thinking of deactivating something holds me back and that is memories on this account.

Another thing is that my anxiety has gotten worse, I have gotten depression pills, I am still looking for a psychologist BUT I have a busy job so that takes time.

Legitimately I just don’t feel good, my notes are disabled for a reason too and I will not active them ever again.

Thanks for reading I guess.