Okay so things really have gotten put of hand,
I today decided
Maybe I should rejoin Xkimura's discord server
(Old friend)
Well it got put of hand really quick
PikminJosh someone I used to know
Called me worse than his old friend group
And was just yelling at me like
"Stalker! Stalker! Stalker! Burt doesn't like you so I don't like you fuck you! Get out!"
Then later getting Gaslit by Xkimura
Or well he was what I like pulling a Burt
"I read what you said, but I don't care"
I didn't expect it from him tho
Just hurts that from the people who I expect it the least
They could just let me go that easily let me fall into the void with out hesitation
Well I decided to say something about
He literally told me to be happy he didn't ban me and be happy he wasn't actually mad at me
Like dude I don't care!
Just stop ignoring my problems and treat me like an actual human being!
Well i ended up blocking
It felt good, Probaly was for the best

But i know it might be kinda cringe
But I kinda feel like Angry Luigi rn
Like from that one FNF mod
Especially the Lyrics wich go like this:
“My name’s Angry Luigi, and I’m super fucking mad.
Everybody has betrayed me: Mario, Peach, Daisy, E. Gadd.
They all turned on me so now all that I feel is hatred.
And now you’re trapped in this world that I have created.
You don't know what it's like living in a world of lies.
To keep on coming back all and every time that you die.
They will look at you with one, two, three, four million eyes.
Watching as you run towards nothing but a fabricated prize.
Oh you…
Oh you…
Oh you…!”
You probably get what i mean with this if you read my past journals