I'm much calmer now.
3 months ago
Sorry for my little temper tantrum earlier.
Went out for a walk, had a great meal, and I'm much calmer now.
No, I'm not gonna leave FA just for this. C'mon. I'm too legit to quit. It's too much of a hassle going out to get a 'REAL JOB', cuz I don't wanna have to interact with people, especially if they're crazy/stupid XD.
Nah, I enjoy drawing, and I enjoy drawing for FA too much.
If I left FA now after over 16 years here, I'm just letting myself down.
I'm just someone who likes to be understood when I take on a commission, and I don't wanna have to repeat myself, or leaving questions unanswered. And yea, I admit I do have a temper. So much for 'anger management' back in the day. I tend NOT to think rationally or reasonably when I'm angry or upset. Now ya know why.
I don't wanna give excuses, and regardless of that crap, I just wanna say I'm sorry.
Went out for a walk, had a great meal, and I'm much calmer now.
No, I'm not gonna leave FA just for this. C'mon. I'm too legit to quit. It's too much of a hassle going out to get a 'REAL JOB', cuz I don't wanna have to interact with people, especially if they're crazy/stupid XD.
Nah, I enjoy drawing, and I enjoy drawing for FA too much.
If I left FA now after over 16 years here, I'm just letting myself down.
I'm just someone who likes to be understood when I take on a commission, and I don't wanna have to repeat myself, or leaving questions unanswered. And yea, I admit I do have a temper. So much for 'anger management' back in the day. I tend NOT to think rationally or reasonably when I'm angry or upset. Now ya know why.
I don't wanna give excuses, and regardless of that crap, I just wanna say I'm sorry.
You just gotta rant at times. It just helps to vent it, instead of just bottling it up constantly.
And usually when I try to commission, I often do so when I have the money. Though I have done a few times that I did tell artists that I was interested in getting a pic, but would have to wait a day or two for payment due to waiting in the monthly paycheck. Yet this is something I would often say from the start, so they would be aware of that and ask if they are okay with it or not.
But for someone to hype you up for art and then say they can pay in two MONTHS time however? Yeah, that's a level of douchebaggery that I can safely say warrants a bit of a tongue lashing. And I can understand you'd get quite frustrated over that.
And like Flare above mentioned, it's nice to just let your feelings out. Even if it seems like it's just talking to a void, it's better than keeping it in.
Maybe...
Depends on if other things catch my eye.
BTW, I dig your new icon ^^