so the big news:

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I have epilepsy... Honestly, I wasnt surprised to hear this! I suspected something but after my neurologist confirmed it today, its a sort of relief as im starting medication soon. i had two EEG tests that came up abnormal and also im going for an MRI scan in a few months, a sleep study (my seizures happen when I'm asleep.... and they make me tired, and in turn i get more seizures since seizures can be triggered by a lack of rest!) and also i have a 24-hour EEG coming up as well... so it's a lot!

My mental health is better sort of, i moved to the basement of my dad's house so i have way more space, it feels way better, i feel like an actual adult man sorta for once!
i'm looking for a job too... still. i keep applying but montréal is crap for finding employment these days, its busy here in the summer but theres a lot of college/cégep students who get all the good summer jobs! so not much for me

i am making way more pixel art too. downloaded aseprite and i have fun with it, id ideally make a short silly vieo game on the computer someday when i have the opportunity to grab RPGmaker 2003 :PPP
and finally, learning to play keyboard music...... slowly hehe

not very good at it yet but it's a start! one day i will make a song

okay thats enough rambling for me! just wanted to update my dear watchers on here. i hope everyone is doing well!