-have to go for a pelvic ultrasound because my body hates me and wants me to suffer and is hurting a lot and it’s very bad everything is bad
-I have a girlfriend!
-i still feel a constant sense of loneliness that permeates everything and I am becoming avoidant again due to my… avoidant personality
-I started art therapy but I struggle very much with doing the actual art so far
-I am still being rejected from jobs nonstop
-and… I just want to feel like I exist for once