Ok so small disclaimer at the start of this…I have this habit of saying something and then doing the complete opposite or changing my mind at a moments notice. So there’s the potential that I’ll change by morning and all will be ripe as rain but for now at least, things aren’t and until they’re better I just wanted to air my thoughts out.

The main point of this journal is to state that I’m tired😖😖… my work has run me ragged and my chest feels heavy. I’m buying a house and struggling to make time for my art. When I make time for my art I struggle to believe it’s my best work so it leaves me feeling down.

Equally I have some fantastic ideas that I can’t wait to share with you guys but at the moment I’m finding “getting there” to be impossible.

I will be stepping back from forcing myself to do artwork for a little bit so I can get myself better.

You guys probably won’t notice much difference from normal. (I have some backlog to upload) but I wanted to share how I feel because it feels lonely holding on to this pressure and I must set it free

Thank you guys for listening ❤️❤️❤️