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i will get banned soon
3 months ago
i acted crazily manically and desperately (i was off my meds for 3 days, well, still am.)
now i have to pay the consequences of what i did wrong
i am going to miss everybody, i really fucked it up badly
now i have to pay the consequences of what i did wrong
i am going to miss everybody, i really fucked it up badly
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it is already too late
the note cannot be replied back to...there can't be a ticket to be opened because there was nothing to argue (i was in the wrong)
i'll die of sadness and loneliness...
i was abusing alcohol heavily from apr 14th until yesterday, in addition to lack of xanax medication (i was trying to kill withdrawal symptoms and antagonize a central nervous system)
which is why i wasn't of sound mind when i did all of this, not that this is a valid excuse, just one of the reasons
i had already given $10 for the xanax well before the 14th but she didn't go to the pharmacy (i was not allowed to go myself because she told me she needs to accompany me first so that i understand the process) it's always the same old story, we always run short, and it is frustrating because a benzodiazepine medication is not something you must ever quit cold turkey
But i am scared of 4th day of withdrawal.
No...it's over...15 years of 1000 worx and 500 watchers, all gone now. I should not make another account, because it can count as ban evasion, and i already made the mods angry as it is.
Thanks for the suggestion, i will look into "Furry Network"