Thinking I need some time away...
5 months ago
General
When I say 'away', I mean away from the internet, away from technology - as much as I can get away with.
I feel like something is missing... Something that I'm not finding through the vastness of the internet; I don't know what that is, yet. What I do know is, that it's lost in the infinite data ocean and I'm never going to find it there. All the information readily available out there, it's overwhelming, and oversaturated with politics, woke bullshit, people doing dumb shit day after day... Yeah, social media may be the best well to sell my books, but let's see it for what it really is; a cesspool.
I don't know how I'm going to do this, or when... But I strongly feel like I need... Maybe to remember what it means to actually 'live' and not just fucking 'exist' anymore.
I feel like something is missing... Something that I'm not finding through the vastness of the internet; I don't know what that is, yet. What I do know is, that it's lost in the infinite data ocean and I'm never going to find it there. All the information readily available out there, it's overwhelming, and oversaturated with politics, woke bullshit, people doing dumb shit day after day... Yeah, social media may be the best well to sell my books, but let's see it for what it really is; a cesspool.
I don't know how I'm going to do this, or when... But I strongly feel like I need... Maybe to remember what it means to actually 'live' and not just fucking 'exist' anymore.
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As much as I would like to ignore politics and such I don't have the luxury as I'm right in the crosshairs, so I will say that most of that woke bullshit is people fighting for things others take for granted.
Overall, I wish you luck in finding whatever it is you're looking for. With luck I'll still be here in one piece when you get back.
I myself found out that I'm non-binary and I'm worried what that might mean for me at times. Right now my life is safe and stable, but... Many of my friends struggle just to live. "Woke" people are trying to fix that, which would make life better for all of us.