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survived a strange time in my life XD
3 months ago
Hello everyone, I hope you're doing well. I need to talk. Something pretty strange happened to me this month. I need to get it out, and I'm wondering if anyone else has had the same thing happen to me.
SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ME FOR THE PAST 30 DAYS, NON-STOP, TO THE EXTENT THAT I'VE ONLY BEEN conscious one day out of three. The days themselves also seem very short (even though it's summer where I live, the days are extremely long). To explain a little, in 30 days I have: suffered serious side effects from a medication, cut my arms on a construction site because I'm a big clumsy >w<, gotten sick, had a bad heatstroke, got sick again, injured my face in an accident, taken a huge blow to the tooth and suffered for 2 days, had a violent fever and insomnia, had severe weakness, caught food poisoning and finally got violently ill again for about a week (I'm currently still a little sick and it was hell TwT).
Why am I telling you all this? Why am I complaining? Well actually... I'm not complaining XD, let's just say I feel like I've taken so much shit in the face that I feel invincible even though I have the impression that my orders and my drawing must have suffered a lot from all that, but anyway.
No, the real and only thing that bothers me about this whole thing is that I feel these last 30 days as if I didn't experience it. I feel like I've been in a coma because I have so few memories of that period. So obviously, all these things can't have helped, but the feeling of having done nothing for 30 days scares me to bits. Don't worry, I'm still coping, but it's so strange. If there are people who understand what I'm feeling and who have solutions to offer, I'd love to hear from you.
There are definitely people who will tell me that blah blah there are worse things in life, you shouldn't complain... but actually I'm not complaining, I'm just lost in this strange situation. If someone could fix my head or slap me, don't hesitate XD
Hoping this more than bizarre message hasn't scared you too much, sorry anyway to the sensitive ones, know that I've actually gotten through this period pretty well, I just feel so weird, like coming out of a coma.... Okay, that's enough, it seems my brain hasn't yet recovered from the illness, maybe it's just a strange delusion, but yeah. OK XD
I wish you all a good day anyway, and above all, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, don't be like me, don't be too clumsy!!! XD
Peace, love, puppy, if anyone isn't feeling well or recognizes themselves, come talk, you'll be seen. Come on, have a good day everyone, watch out for the heat and drink water! XD
SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ME FOR THE PAST 30 DAYS, NON-STOP, TO THE EXTENT THAT I'VE ONLY BEEN conscious one day out of three. The days themselves also seem very short (even though it's summer where I live, the days are extremely long). To explain a little, in 30 days I have: suffered serious side effects from a medication, cut my arms on a construction site because I'm a big clumsy >w<, gotten sick, had a bad heatstroke, got sick again, injured my face in an accident, taken a huge blow to the tooth and suffered for 2 days, had a violent fever and insomnia, had severe weakness, caught food poisoning and finally got violently ill again for about a week (I'm currently still a little sick and it was hell TwT).
Why am I telling you all this? Why am I complaining? Well actually... I'm not complaining XD, let's just say I feel like I've taken so much shit in the face that I feel invincible even though I have the impression that my orders and my drawing must have suffered a lot from all that, but anyway.
No, the real and only thing that bothers me about this whole thing is that I feel these last 30 days as if I didn't experience it. I feel like I've been in a coma because I have so few memories of that period. So obviously, all these things can't have helped, but the feeling of having done nothing for 30 days scares me to bits. Don't worry, I'm still coping, but it's so strange. If there are people who understand what I'm feeling and who have solutions to offer, I'd love to hear from you.
There are definitely people who will tell me that blah blah there are worse things in life, you shouldn't complain... but actually I'm not complaining, I'm just lost in this strange situation. If someone could fix my head or slap me, don't hesitate XD
Hoping this more than bizarre message hasn't scared you too much, sorry anyway to the sensitive ones, know that I've actually gotten through this period pretty well, I just feel so weird, like coming out of a coma.... Okay, that's enough, it seems my brain hasn't yet recovered from the illness, maybe it's just a strange delusion, but yeah. OK XD
I wish you all a good day anyway, and above all, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, don't be like me, don't be too clumsy!!! XD
Peace, love, puppy, if anyone isn't feeling well or recognizes themselves, come talk, you'll be seen. Come on, have a good day everyone, watch out for the heat and drink water! XD
Could it be ALL side effects of your medication?