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TSJ 6/28/2025
2 months ago
These days, man... they don't quite feel the same. This type of weather really puts a damper on my mood because I don't know how I feel. This is not all politically motivated, the weather also plays a huge role in this. I mean, yes, there are some storms, but something really is different about all of this. It's like everything changed in a snap right after my dad passed on. I am not living where I want to be at (my cousin took me away to live with him - he thinks that was what in my dad's testament when there's clearly no indicator that this is what my dad actually said).
Anyway, all that to say that I am typing this offline right now, around 11am, since I got a thunderstorm in my area and needed to get off Second Life since the power might go out. I am still hearing lots of rain outside and I like hearing that.
Despite me having different feelings nowadays, I am doing alright. I guess what I am feeling is the fact that I would like to move back to the city... That is IF I have the money to do so. Why is the cost of living so fudging expensive these days?
Okay lol, I have been having this without posting this for a little while. I have been doing other things with the Notepad minimized, but I really do need to get it posted so I can clear my Notepad for other stuff. My power never went off since it wasn't that big of a storm, just a light storm but with HUGE cracks of thunder.
Anyway, all that to say that I am typing this offline right now, around 11am, since I got a thunderstorm in my area and needed to get off Second Life since the power might go out. I am still hearing lots of rain outside and I like hearing that.
Despite me having different feelings nowadays, I am doing alright. I guess what I am feeling is the fact that I would like to move back to the city... That is IF I have the money to do so. Why is the cost of living so fudging expensive these days?
Okay lol, I have been having this without posting this for a little while. I have been doing other things with the Notepad minimized, but I really do need to get it posted so I can clear my Notepad for other stuff. My power never went off since it wasn't that big of a storm, just a light storm but with HUGE cracks of thunder.
LongTom
~longtom
I read a biography on Martin Luther and what prompted him to a pursue a religious life. It was actually a thunderstorm that did it. Thunderstorms had a bigger meaning in medieval times that they do today.
JaSonic Hedgehog
~jasonic
OP
It's just that I don't know what to think anymore. Thunderstorms sweep in and they cause a bit of chaos, but then they go away. I mean they don't change the way that I think.
lucneSun
~lucnesun
Ik its kinda bad to have to live with someone like this and missing your old city. Especially as a grown adult man. But the fact that your cousin decided to take care of you is a cool thing. Even if your relationship is not perfect, it is good to have people that cares about you. And the family is the only people that truly cares. You should be grateful for him. Also even if you don't leave there anymore you could pay some visits. Maybe if you go there just for walking these feelings could go away at least a little.
JaSonic Hedgehog
~jasonic
OP
You don't understand... I have a 40-minute walk to the bus stop to take me to the city and then it's another 40-minute walk back to my place from the bus stop. Yes, it's good that he took me in, but all the bus and subway trips that I have enjoyed in the past are now trampled on. I just don't want to visit, I want to move back, but I am still concerned about my money.
