GAH i've gotta admit it's pretty frustrating to be so eager to finish a project or idea (*cough cough* oskar's wg sequence *cough cough*) and to fall off the face of the earth for no reason -_-

unfortunately, i think that's just how i am ^^; all my life i've always felt such intense passion and motivation for an interest, expecting that the energy will last forever; and then either finding something else to latch onto, or getting so consumed by work and life stuff that i forget about it completely... sometimes i feel ashamed by it (i.e. the amount of unfinished projects drastically outnumber my completed ones) but, for the sake of my well-being, i think it's important to focus on what i HAVE done, rather than what i haven't.

i'm so sorry to leave everyone hanging!! i haven't forgotten about this account, and i'm still alive x_x i just have to work and stuff (unfortunately). sometimes i doubt that i have adhd, then i realise that i can't commit to anything long-term because of how rapidly i cycle through interests like this.

i am so SO grateful for how kind everyone has been, tbh!!!! i would've never expected this account to gain the interest that it has, and i really appreciate every favourite and comment i receive! i don't plan on abandoning this account, i want to continue uploading here, but activity just might be sparse from time to time. hope everyone is ok with that ^_^