Final note
2 months ago
Hello everyone, as you may have known I have left the community.
This journal now is a final note on where I sit in life.
Right now everything is fantastic, been focusing a lot on sim racing and my Motorsport passion. Made some new friends and discovered new communities I fit better in.
To those of you who I have left behind, I’m sorry. Do not take this personally but I felt like I needed to move on in life, I don’t hate you at all but to be totally honest I didn’t feel appreciated that much really, we were more acquaintances than friends.
As a whole I felt like it was the best thing for me to get out, it felt like a weight lifted off my shoulders and I don’t have to force myself to fit into a community anymore and that’s exactly why I’m doing this, I fit in yes but I didn’t truely belong. That wasn’t me.
Once again thank you all for supporting me and thanks to those who were my friends. You may think of me as cold hearted and hypocritical for abandoning you like some close friends who abandoned me but this is what I must do to improve myself as a person and become more comfortable and content with myself and my life. I don’t expect forgiveness nor do I really deserve it but I must do what must be done.
Maybe I’ll come back one day but don’t wait around for me, this part of my life is gone now and I appreciate those who have been apart of it.
So long everyone, it’s been a fun ride.
This journal now is a final note on where I sit in life.
Right now everything is fantastic, been focusing a lot on sim racing and my Motorsport passion. Made some new friends and discovered new communities I fit better in.
To those of you who I have left behind, I’m sorry. Do not take this personally but I felt like I needed to move on in life, I don’t hate you at all but to be totally honest I didn’t feel appreciated that much really, we were more acquaintances than friends.
As a whole I felt like it was the best thing for me to get out, it felt like a weight lifted off my shoulders and I don’t have to force myself to fit into a community anymore and that’s exactly why I’m doing this, I fit in yes but I didn’t truely belong. That wasn’t me.
Once again thank you all for supporting me and thanks to those who were my friends. You may think of me as cold hearted and hypocritical for abandoning you like some close friends who abandoned me but this is what I must do to improve myself as a person and become more comfortable and content with myself and my life. I don’t expect forgiveness nor do I really deserve it but I must do what must be done.
Maybe I’ll come back one day but don’t wait around for me, this part of my life is gone now and I appreciate those who have been apart of it.
So long everyone, it’s been a fun ride.

PlasmaDragoon
~oshowattshell
I’m glad to have been able to read your stories, I I wish you the best in whatever the future holds