It’s been a tough few months.

I lost my job because my anxiety was reaching a peak, and it got so bad to the point I had no choice but to quit. I’ve been struggling trying to scrape up money any way I can, but it’s extremely difficult. Almost every time I go to bed I have nightmares, seeing people that I don’t want to see, and it fucks me up the entire day. I try the best I can but this has messed me up not only mentally but physically as well.

I typically don’t do these kinds of journals but I felt I needed to break my silence.