I'm sorry. I'll fix this, I promise. It just... won't be right away...

I know I'm a stupid forgetful bastard... I know I'm pathetic and slow and an idiot... It's why I'm always hurting for money, because I'm stupid and slow and have no damn work ethic...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry I forgot I owed you for years... I've been posting most of what I've been paid to write on Eka's...

I deserve the guilt and pain...