Things have changed a bit since my last journal. My mood had improved partly because I wasn't taking a particular medication anymore,
but unfortunately I think I need to still be on that medication for other reasons, so I'm going to talk to my doctor about getting back on it.
If I start taking it again, that's likely to mean I'll start feeling very sluggish, unmotivated, and unsociable again.

HOWEVER. Before, I never realized that the medication was affecting me in such a way. This time I'm well aware, so if I start taking that
medication again, I should be able to manage its effects on my mood. Plus, it will hopefully just be a temporary thing, because I'm seeing
a neurologist later this year, and I'd rather deal with feeling slow and unmotivated while taking steps to manage it in the meantime, rather
than deal with being stressed out because of a bunch of bizarre and worsening physical symptoms in the meantime.

Basically, despite what I said in my last journal, don't expect an influx of new art from me any time soon. Sorry 😐