I, um... I have been having mental breakdowns almost daily for the past few weeks and today was been the worse one.

Trying to get past it, trying to smile, trying to do what's right... and for nothing.

The common folk treat me like shit for having to enforce the rules; my company writes me up for enforcing their rules; the law makers scoff for me having to point out their written laws; the law enforcers won't help us when someone is breaking the rules; and so I ask why I should keep suffering for it?

Bad enough I can't get any sleep... Everyone needs to keep messaging me or waking me up for stupid shit even when I have my phone on silence...

The family dog won't take a nap anymore and keep waking me up every 30 minutes just to sit outside in the heat for 10 minutes...

I am trapped in a town where I can't be who I want to be

And I am just done.... I want my fucking freedom!

To hell with society, to hell with family, and to hell everything else that is just a burden!