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4 months ago
Regret
It’s been on my mind a lot lately, and I’ve come to know I have a lot of that.
Regret about taking so damn long to start transitioning.
Regret for not moving out of my parents home sooner and actually living a life.
Regret for not taking chances and maybe, having a better life.
But my number one regret is for a long gone friend, who cared for me so much, that it hurt him when I wasn’t able to return that. I hurt him. He stood by me through a lot, through some pretty major mistakes, but he always had my back. Even when a mutual friend of ours ended up hacking my computer… tho even that was done in an attempt to help me.
I wasn’t supposed to be gay. I was (at the time) a good religious boy… even tho I really wasn’t either of those things. I pushed my friend away, and perhaps something that we could have had, and might have been wonderful for me.
Instead I spent the next 24 years bouncing from one friend group to another, from one bad relationship to another… getting my heart broken and repaired... guess you get what you earn.
To be honest, I'm not even sure he is still in the fandom, or even on Furaffinity but I have been thinking about him alot over the past year.
So… Moe the Fox, I hope you found someone who made you happy, and I am sorry I hurt you.
It’s been on my mind a lot lately, and I’ve come to know I have a lot of that.
Regret about taking so damn long to start transitioning.
Regret for not moving out of my parents home sooner and actually living a life.
Regret for not taking chances and maybe, having a better life.
But my number one regret is for a long gone friend, who cared for me so much, that it hurt him when I wasn’t able to return that. I hurt him. He stood by me through a lot, through some pretty major mistakes, but he always had my back. Even when a mutual friend of ours ended up hacking my computer… tho even that was done in an attempt to help me.
I wasn’t supposed to be gay. I was (at the time) a good religious boy… even tho I really wasn’t either of those things. I pushed my friend away, and perhaps something that we could have had, and might have been wonderful for me.
Instead I spent the next 24 years bouncing from one friend group to another, from one bad relationship to another… getting my heart broken and repaired... guess you get what you earn.
To be honest, I'm not even sure he is still in the fandom, or even on Furaffinity but I have been thinking about him alot over the past year.
So… Moe the Fox, I hope you found someone who made you happy, and I am sorry I hurt you.
