Hey, everyone. Man, my last journal was back in December. I'm amazed I was able to stay afloat for so long. But, it seems like my rope has run out or is nearly running out. Things have not been going well, to say the least. First, I lose my car to someone that just wasn't paying attention to what was right in front of them. I do have a new car now, but not before losing a considerable amount of money to rentals. I thought my tax refund would help me out. It didn't help by much. My job situation improved only a little, but that's not saying much. I feel like I'm walking up a down escalator. Every step up just takes me back to the bottom.
To sum up, I'm behind on rent $7,000 and they just recently told me. I thought I was making headway. I thought I was salvaging the situation. It just wasn't enough. It's like they let me limp along before kicking in my other knee (in the nicest way possible). I've been told I need to move out. While I have found a new place, I don't know if I can get approved with my income level. Am I boned? What do I do?
I'm not going to ask for donations this time. I appreciate the help, for those that gave. Thank you. I'm just in too deep. Short of a miracle, it would be futile.
I'm still alive, though. That's at least something.
I know it's been a while since I posted something. The truth is, I can't seem to bring myself to draw anything. I might start sketching and then just give up half way through, at the least. I just get this heavy feeling. I don't know what's going on. Life is just hard, right now. Might even get worse. Who can say?
I thank you for sticking with me, though. I'll try to keep you up to date if I can.