I've been neglecting my journals for way too long. I've just been having trouble figuring out what I want to do with my life. It's worse than it sounds. I've been really depressed as of recent out of fear that I'm just gonna screw up my life again. That and I'm just fed up with people right now. I'm sick of idiots and I just want to be left alone. I feel like I'm a failure at everything right now. Until now, I've kept all of this bottled inside. I've lost all inspiration to write anything. Honestly, I gave up a month ago. I might start back up once school starts. I don't mean to write something that people like then just stop for 3 or 4 months. It just happens. Sorry. I go back to school in two weeks or so and I'm not ready yet. Too much time spent playing wow has just fucked my sleep schedule over. I gotta get back into the groove or 9:00 am classes just aint gonna work. Speaking of sleep, here I am at 6:30 in the morning ranting like a moron. I'm gonna go to sleep.