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Game update + Personal Thoughts
2 months ago
Salutations everyone,
I am going to cut to the chase and give out some updates for everyone here regarding my recent work and personal experience.
With that I am fully aware that not everyone reads these notes and I get to at least try out my new keyboard which I am very happy with and I at least get to for once properly write.
So hey if you go through all of this, I really do appreciate all the time you dedicate for indulging in my mindless blabbers.
KOB update:
The game development is going really well!
I've been doing some polishing and my partner BigAl0104 has been busy finalizing the current build which I am hope to share with you soon via YouTube showcase in a small podcast form.
In any case, there is a still a long road ahead, there is a lot of work to do and I myself am trying to dedicate much time as possible to my craft and work. It has been not really easy that much lately with my workload and general stress.
Personal Update:
This is the part that you don't have to really listen to but appreciate you taking the time to read noneless.
Generally, I've been very sick lately and I've felt like I am wasting away. I have been barely doing much of anything past days and as a result it overwhelmed me with the feeling of dread and sadness, I've just generally felt a lot that lately things has been slowing down and I've just felt this awful feeling down in my gut that no matter what I do I am seemingly to be improving or doing much of anything, I feel gross and disgusted with myself and generally looking at myself as a person, wanting to hide away from people and generally isolate myself because of the lack of accomplishments.
Do understand that this comes from a personal perspective on myself as a person and lately I've just managed to get by with everything and everyone around me, sure I did a quite a lot of nice things that I am excited to share here but most of the time I kinda just go along with the flow, just doing the best I can with the little I have.
I am grateful to have such wonderful friends despite of that and it does make me feel that I don't deserve the people I have in my life and I just feel like I am sometimes not worth it.
In any case I will keep on pushing and try to be selfless and give out to the people around so that I can make something that I can be truly proud of.
Thank you if you read this far, I again don't know if you can make out anything of what I've been piling on here but just so you know I am relatively well, just sad and lonely really and generally just feeling like avoiding people because how bad I feel of myself.
I do hope otherwise you guys have a wonderful day and I get to share something soon.
Take care
I am going to cut to the chase and give out some updates for everyone here regarding my recent work and personal experience.
With that I am fully aware that not everyone reads these notes and I get to at least try out my new keyboard which I am very happy with and I at least get to for once properly write.
So hey if you go through all of this, I really do appreciate all the time you dedicate for indulging in my mindless blabbers.
KOB update:
The game development is going really well!
I've been doing some polishing and my partner BigAl0104 has been busy finalizing the current build which I am hope to share with you soon via YouTube showcase in a small podcast form.
In any case, there is a still a long road ahead, there is a lot of work to do and I myself am trying to dedicate much time as possible to my craft and work. It has been not really easy that much lately with my workload and general stress.
Personal Update:
This is the part that you don't have to really listen to but appreciate you taking the time to read noneless.
Generally, I've been very sick lately and I've felt like I am wasting away. I have been barely doing much of anything past days and as a result it overwhelmed me with the feeling of dread and sadness, I've just generally felt a lot that lately things has been slowing down and I've just felt this awful feeling down in my gut that no matter what I do I am seemingly to be improving or doing much of anything, I feel gross and disgusted with myself and generally looking at myself as a person, wanting to hide away from people and generally isolate myself because of the lack of accomplishments.
Do understand that this comes from a personal perspective on myself as a person and lately I've just managed to get by with everything and everyone around me, sure I did a quite a lot of nice things that I am excited to share here but most of the time I kinda just go along with the flow, just doing the best I can with the little I have.
I am grateful to have such wonderful friends despite of that and it does make me feel that I don't deserve the people I have in my life and I just feel like I am sometimes not worth it.
In any case I will keep on pushing and try to be selfless and give out to the people around so that I can make something that I can be truly proud of.
Thank you if you read this far, I again don't know if you can make out anything of what I've been piling on here but just so you know I am relatively well, just sad and lonely really and generally just feeling like avoiding people because how bad I feel of myself.
I do hope otherwise you guys have a wonderful day and I get to share something soon.
Take care
As scattered as I am, I want to just let you know so you can come back and see it whenever you like. You are seen. Sometimes a few of us are slower going, but we appreciate the updates, and appreciate you. 🩷
