well...like i said before, i don't know where to look. i don't know who to turn to. i don't know if there's anything i can do or if there's anything worth trying, especially knowing what i'd say or do is totally arbitrary. especially because i just found out some guys whom i noted with nothing more than expressing interest and sharing my RP info blocked me for no reason whatsoever. yet another reason to ask myself: is it even worth it?