Why do I even keep doing this?
2 months ago
What's the point of doing this stuff, why do I keep making the furry thing a huge part of my identity when I can't even show other people in real life this sort of stuff? I don't have any furry friends in real life, which is strange given how big LA is. I'm tired of having this huge part of my identity so unexpressed. It's an unimaginably large social stigma.
I don't want to live in fear. I just don't want to live in fear.
I want to go out tomorrow and have the subject of me being a furry never come up again for the rest of my life. Tomorrow I want to go out and make a friend and join a band or start a band, and have a successful career. Or maybe meet the love of my life.
Not sit around, DRAWING THINGS TO PEOPLE WHOSE VOICES ILL NEVER HEAR, LET ALONE FACES I'LL NEVER SEE, GETTING 10 FAVES IF I'M LUCKY, AND NOT GETTING PAID.
I need a change. Fast. This time next year, put it on the calendar, July 22nd, 2026, I will be a better man, and I will be unrecognizable. I will scoff at this. Mark my fucking words.
I'm sorry this is so unscripted, but I'm not sorry for anything I've said.
I don't want to live in fear. I just don't want to live in fear.
I want to go out tomorrow and have the subject of me being a furry never come up again for the rest of my life. Tomorrow I want to go out and make a friend and join a band or start a band, and have a successful career. Or maybe meet the love of my life.
Not sit around, DRAWING THINGS TO PEOPLE WHOSE VOICES ILL NEVER HEAR, LET ALONE FACES I'LL NEVER SEE, GETTING 10 FAVES IF I'M LUCKY, AND NOT GETTING PAID.
I need a change. Fast. This time next year, put it on the calendar, July 22nd, 2026, I will be a better man, and I will be unrecognizable. I will scoff at this. Mark my fucking words.
I'm sorry this is so unscripted, but I'm not sorry for anything I've said.
But I’ve been hoping that for a while and it hasn’t really come true yet.
I still don’t have a car which isn’t helping at all.