nearly every day i look around at the many artists i watch. i find plenty of pics of big, beautiful anthro girls, whether fat or muscled or in between. i fave many of them, especially ones of bigger girls squashing little guys or of sexy butt shots. and yet...i always wish i could get a chance to interact with them. of course, that will never happen. RL sucks enough already and i'm already pretty alone there.

all the time, i get called away for one thankless errand after another. i get piled on very often and it's like i'm always there for people to lean on for everything while i've got nobody. after all the stuff is over, all i want is to come home or wake up to a nice, relaxing ERP. but instead, i get nothing.

just like in RL, a guy can only take so much prejudice, rejection and disappointment.