how do you know how high the legs go on that drawing, when do you choose to draw a sexy eye and a regualr eye, how do u choose for the background to be canvas white or grey, why do you give your dragon 2 horns instead of 4 ? why do you draw, like, at all?
and the awnser, same as yours and for many many people that do art; I just think it's cool like this - We make every single decision in art because we think it's cool or nice, what else is there?

How we end up thinking what is cool is shaped by our enviroment so, idk, maybe do cooler things ? kiss your homie or something ? eat more galic bread ? don't play video games after it's second sequel ? apologize to a woman ? don't watch true crimes ? whatever it takes