its four thirty am time to make a journal lmao

you know what I think this is my best year ive ever had on art fight. i had a lot of fun and drew a lot of neat stuff and some really talented people attacked me. this is the first year i didnt stress about it i just kinda went with it and im already looking forward to next year

im so much more confident with my digital art than i was this time last year, its kind of crazy to look back on my old attacks. i love digital art and while part of me misses doing trad. i dont miss the hassle it is to share it. still, i might do some watercolors and put them in my ko-fi shop. stuff like pokemon, things people might wanna buy

ive been messing with pixel art and find that I really like it! and I like doing little animations. i did a whole sprite turn around for my fursona that i put in this little practice "game" ive been learning stuff on.

hawksaw book 3 is almost fully outlined. i have a list of things to go back and add into books 1 and 2. still dont have a solid publishing plan and book 3 doesnt even have a title. i been workin on it though. ive been futzing around with dogtrot book 2 and 3 (im plotting them at the same time, though i may not write them at the same time) and one thing i know is that when i do publish book 2 im gonna redo book 1's cover so all the nice people who bought it will have a VINTAGE edition lol

uhhhh idk man my sleep schedule's all fucked up but i dont need to be awake until 12 noon anyway.

ive been getting better about taking my medication the way im supposed to. for the past couple years ive been REALLY bad about missing my morning dose but my friends and therapist finally managed to get me to set a morning alarm. i keep a pill caddy with just my morning dose and a bottle of water next to my bed so I can wake up, take them, and then go back to sleep OR!!!! OR what i hope i start doing is getting up and eating breakfast and then if i feel like it lay back down. id love to get more of my day back, my personal time basically starts at 4:30 pm weekdays. i like my job a lot but i do stress about it. my shift isnt even that long i just psych myself out.

anyway uhhh

I haven't been RPing much this month, I got kinda burnt out. But I wanna start up again. need to make activity check in my groups im a part of.

i mde boiled eggs today

GOOD NIGHT