I like and empathize with people who love one another, and can fall in love. When it comes to me, I've had crushes and sexual attraction. I've wanted sex with both men and women (and never obtained it). Most people who arouse me are men. Another quality I've realized I have is the interest in romance in the fictional sense. I've liked it as a kid and just kinda outgrew it. I'm capable of a level of romantic attraction, but I don't fall in love easily if at all. I don't feel I should slap on "aromantic" because it can be romantic, but it's value plays minimal role to me. Even if I obsess over someone I just don't yearn for a long distance relationship. It sounds like too much dedication, but I don't have many friends to start. Where would I go with romance? If I did decide on a relationship with zero expectations, maybe it'd work. Some who knew me back in the day might find it crazy I'm 29 and still saying this. I don't know if I'd go beyond dating. And that's that.

I chose to use FA for a regular journal for once so pretend this is experimental.