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So, how do I summarize an odyssey?
a month ago
~Lost within the crimson castle~
Life has been hectic. Mom had triple negative breast cancer and she has had treatment. I have burned a lot of bridges over the last four years. Many were close friends that I had for multiple years. I have and was struggling with my depression my other mental illnesses I won't sugar coat it. I had tried my hat in Tik Tok for a little and I had about 2000 followers. It wasn't amazing, but I had gained in my confidence to show my art.
Since then I have put my hat up and focused on less drama and more of my art. It is not the most successful or fancy, but it is mine. I learned how to personalize my art by making my own pastel's a few times with obscure ingredients. I also eventually advanced into using acrylics for painting in newer ways than I had imagined.
Some of the trauma I still carry is due to people I allowed into my life that were not healthy for me. Last year around April I ended up trying to better myself in more natural ways but I didn't realize that with other things I had taken created serotonin syndrome and nearly killed me.
I do my best to learn from my mistakes and the places I have left from but honestly the loneliness can be debilitating. I am looking for friends to talk to more but to be honest it is very exhausting.
I had moved out of my mom's oct13 2024 so far it has helped my life grow in different ways I am hoping to not fall back into bad behaviors too much . If anyone wants a background or random art piece let me know via DM I have a place where more of my art is though I'm hoping to put more on here soon.
Since then I have put my hat up and focused on less drama and more of my art. It is not the most successful or fancy, but it is mine. I learned how to personalize my art by making my own pastel's a few times with obscure ingredients. I also eventually advanced into using acrylics for painting in newer ways than I had imagined.
Some of the trauma I still carry is due to people I allowed into my life that were not healthy for me. Last year around April I ended up trying to better myself in more natural ways but I didn't realize that with other things I had taken created serotonin syndrome and nearly killed me.
I do my best to learn from my mistakes and the places I have left from but honestly the loneliness can be debilitating. I am looking for friends to talk to more but to be honest it is very exhausting.
I had moved out of my mom's oct13 2024 so far it has helped my life grow in different ways I am hoping to not fall back into bad behaviors too much . If anyone wants a background or random art piece let me know via DM I have a place where more of my art is though I'm hoping to put more on here soon.
