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Contains mentions of gaslighting (manipulation) and claiming I abused which is completely false.

Had a really bad falling out (I kinda saw it coming and it was over something so petty that will be noted later) with a friend someone I had known since early 2000s. We had our ups and downs and there are things they still hold onto (I say they to be ambiguous, I'm not saying names.)

We had a couple falling outs but this time was the last time. As they started accusing me of being an abuser even though all these instances we'd talk about we'd discuss and mend in detail. I may have said some things wrong and I have already owed up to that with them. But currently that doesn't seem like the case anymore. All that fixing was quite literally for nothing.

To summarize as I'm on my phone;

- I've "abused" their OC in rps when they would ASK me and were willing to do those rps.
- Claimed I've abused them and claimed I said they weren't good enough even though I've never once said that.
- Claimed I'm still in the "popular mindset" from all those years ago but they saw me change I guess that's a lie too.
- Absolutely and very rudely mocked my art for literally no reason, like I'm trying to improve but fuck off.
- Claimed that I will never finish these commissions I've taken on and that I shouldn't have done it. I didn't have a job from January until July so I didn't have a choice despite putting out 50 applications. I am working on them I'm just slow and I've stated this, I'm adjusting to this new job so I'll be much slower. But I guess thinking on the past is more important to them. (I'm aware I don't have a great work ethic)

There are so many other bat shit accusations that it makes no sense. Literally going off on me because I said " I'll be honest I vibe on my off days". Not to mention this all started with that and me mentioning I draw feral nsfw. (I don't want to hear it just unwatch me). Am I not allowed to relax? According to them I'm not. Just reminds me of when my ex forced me to draw owed work and adopts but by god I draw for myself or relax it's the end of the world. I had a 2 1/2 year burnout because of that controlling behavior.

I was extremely harsh to them in dms and to be frank I don't regret it especially after all the accusations just thrown at me. This isn't the first time this happened but I was too soft and forgave. I'm 36 I'm to old for this childish behavior and so are they.

I guess I'm still a popular asshole like I was in 2012. 💅I've always told them to not focus on the past and to move forward but clearly that isn't working. I'm done being gaslight every single time from them it's abuse and manipulation, having them try to gaslight me into thinking I haven't changed when I have.

So if you see this. Yes I have a right to post this, you had no right to accuse me of shit we already fixed in the past. Stuff we talked about extensively. But to you none of that matters.

I wish you the best on your future endeavors, I'm done with children (they're not a child they're a year older than me, but the behavior certainly reminds me of highschool.)

Goodbye and farewell. I hope guilt keeps you up at night because I won't forgive you this time. 🖕

Edit// Just so you're aware, I'm not "another roman" I believe he got shat on for being a pedo on roblox and he has like what 2.5 million subs? Comparing me to that disgusting man is so offensive lol.
I've made it very clear I did this problematic content in the past (it was unfortunately r*pe, incest and something else I forget what it was :T) and had posted said content publicly because that's what my ex liked, I do not like it nor do I encourage it.
It's why I changed Hexebus from being problematic while still retaining his villain-assholery, but I guess to them I still indulge in that which is false. |D
Hold yourself accountable by admitting you're victim blaming me and gaslighting me, otherwise shut the fuck up, grow up and focus on the future not the past.

Edit 2// You know what no fuck it, I never said you're not good enough but how about I say it now, you're not good enough and never will be with living in the past and accusing people of past actions that were already fixed and changed for the better.
Grow the fuck up and admit you are victim blaming me and gaslighting, you're just as bad as the rest of them not to mention delusional.